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hay everyone,how's your exam?oh yeah i don't want to talk about exam because tomorrow will be mine,i really panic about that one but i will try to do my best and ready to go home :)
honestly i miss all the things in my home absolutely my family,i miss y'all
actually i don't know how to make a blog , i just try and try and wonder how good it works , is it like a diary book?haha do ya know that i have made many diary book when i was child since 9 years old,LOL
until senior high school i have collected about 5 diary book and finally i thought that i have to burn it out to forget all of my memories,i wonder that you're thinking about why it burned by me .
forgive me that i can't give a reason of it :)
then i burned it out when i graduated from senior high school exactly after I got college in yogyakarta and I burned it the day before departure :'( by some reasons i have to do it,i have to.
oh God,let me forget it all,please.
is only a glimpse of the diary and don't remind me of it,it just memories.

HOOOSH,let me take a deep breath a while
it makes me feel better,next i wanna tell you about how my feeling today
honestly i want to say sorry for what happened yesterday afternoon, there was a small accident
and now my stomach bruises .
and i don't know why it could happened , i always think about that what was going through on me?
aah just forget it all
i don't know why when i try to forget something it can make me feel better,maybe that's the best way,of course I finish it first then yah i forget it,simple but hard.

sometimes i want to tell,share and try to get out from all my problems ,not only problems but my happiness about my life
but i can't do it,I prefer to keep it by myself,like this one i can't paint all of my feeling in this blog-,-" oh God , i really lost my words and the only thing i can do is keep it alone :)